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Name:
Clarence Nai NickName: IcyKing D.O.B: 7 March 1988 Rebirth: 26 August 2007 Gender: Male Horoscope: Pisces Zodiac: Dragon Ministry: Choir City Harvest Church (C.H.C)
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September 2009
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\\* Well, today I served like super alot! Sang for S3, For Unto Us & Thanksgiving Service.. That's a total of like 15 songs at least.. Haha.. think those who sang for S4 will have at least 20 songs.. Anyway, with a sore throat and everything, still went to sing because it is a privilege and honor to sing for thanksgiving =) The whole event was so tear-jerking.. Every speaker that came forth, every award winner that walked up, all of them had tears in their eyes.. Seeing those tears, you know how much they have been through to be able to win those awards. Testimonies being shared were so real.. Sitting on the choir stand, I had the best view of what was going on.. The presence on the stage was remarkable! Seeing how Pastor Kong and Sun have touched the lives of so many people, I couldn't help but stop to think, "Would there be a day where someone will actually have so many things to thank me for? Will I be able to impact others' lives like how Pastor and Sun did?" Then one of the person giving the testimony said this "I feel so sad for those people who don't know Sun as a friend. With her, just her alone as your friend, you don't need anyone else" I was like Wow.. and I started asking God, "God, how come I don't have a friend like Sun?" then God told me "You do. Just that they come in different faces. Clarence, everyone of your buddies that is being placed around you have 1 or more of those qualities. You just have to know who has what" |11:34 PM|
\\* Really kind of vexed during the past few months.. Leaving and coming back again.. time and time again, things happening repetitively. Lots of thoughts and flashbacks that keep appearing and disappearing.. Sometimes I wonder.. Am I really the person controlling my mind, my thoughts? Good and bad memories, flushing in as fast as water flowing down a waterfall.. Memories overflowing till I have no space to contain.. Wanting to throw them away but they make up for who I am today.. Hoping every day, a miracle will happen but it hasn't.. Now my heart is filled with emptiness and yet full.. Joy and yet sadness.. Hope and yet reality.. Lost! |1:22 AM|
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